I don’t know my niche, I don’t write productive posts, actually I have no idea what I’m doing. Does that mean I’m a bad blogger?

 

So I just spent the last 2 hours jumping from one link to the next (don’t judge me, you know how easily that happens tongue ) looking for something, anything that’ll make me feel less like a total blog failure.

What I found very really good tips, but made me feel even worse because I was forced to realize what a noobie I am.

Those moments when the only smart thing you can say is Blub

Uuugh just finished with my private lessons in… Can you guess it?…

Bingo!

….Math  …Hmmm, maybe Latin? Oooor how bout German..? ….Oh just shut up you stupid inner voice!!!! Like jeeez, ever heard of positive reinforcement?)

So my point is that I don’t feel like thinking, especially not about school because all I ever do is think about school and panic about upcoming exams (my next one being math in case you hadn’t figured that out already wink ) and homework, and how much time I waste sitting in useless lessons with teachers who would rather be somewhere else, not to mention the students, I also just realized I’m doing exactly what I said I didn’t want to do, namely talk about school, and I noticed this sentences has gotten kinda long, but it’s kinda amusing writing long never ending sentences and I don’t want to stop because I never thought writing run-on sentences would be so much fun, but I guess you must be annoyed right about now so I’ll stop. 

*insert excited squeaking here*

Oooooooh I’m soooo excited, I’m going to a concert tonight!!!!!!

Aaaaaaaaaaah!!!!

I’ve never been to a concert before (yes I know that’s sad. Don’t give me that look!) and oooooh I can’t wait until tonight!!!

 It’s One Republic in case any of you where wondering

I’m giddy with excitement!! Practically jumping up and down,clapping my hands, twirling around, up the stairs, down the stairs……

giddy-red-crab

(This is normally the moment where us German folk say: “Jes sas na” , don’t ask me why Germans are weird…..)

And now comes the age old question of every concert newbie (especially if you’re female): What do I wear??

Clap along if you feel like happiness is the truth

It might seem crazy what I’m about to say    (*Whoo*)
Sunshine she’s here, you can take a break   (*Aaah*)
I’m a hot air balloon that could go to space
With the air, like I don’t care baby by the way

(Sorry…. Is the song stuck in your head now? Good *evil satisfied smirk with squinting eyes*)

I apologize.

What I love about mornings…..

What I love about mornings….

I love waking up when the sun is rising. I just love watching the sky go from dark to light to violet to pink to orange to baby blue. I love the fact that the trees outside the window are not much more than a dark silhouette, that the clouds seem to be rippled and layered.

Subject: I wish I were Cinderella

Dear Marlena,
Hi!!! How have you been?
….
Marly….

I’m scared. I am so scared…..

I’m waiting for the tram to go to Elmayer and….wait…. Did I tell you about Elmayer? Hmmmm….. I’ m not sure…. I’ll just quickly cover the basics in case I didn’t, so you’ll know what I’m talking about.

Thursday Night Fever

Hey guys.

What’s up? smile Sooooooooo….. As you may know today is Thursday. Well to be more precise it’s Thursday evening. Ok well actually it’s Thursday night. And I can’t fall asleep which ya know kinda sucks due to the fact that I have to wake up at 6 tomorrow morning (yeah thanks a lot school)……..