Building my wall of happiness one brick at a time

Hey y’all!

Sorry for the 24ish hours delay. My wordpress schedule thingy had a bad day and forgot to upload my Sunday post. But it’s ok. We’re ok. All is forgiven. *rainbow emoji*

Anyways speaking of bad days remember the serious dump of a slump I was in last week? Well even though I can’t say it’s completely gone (there still are days when all I want to do is curl up in bed and die sleep), it’s definitely getting better.

How to deal with a burnout (I think)

I was going to write a post on how happy I was but then I realized how much I’ve been fooling myself.

I’m not happy.

I’m tired yet a can’t sleep.

My eyes feel like bruises in my face.

My legs ache though I couldn’t tell you why.

The thought of school causes thumping in my brain.

One step closer to freedom!!

Also I just realized we have guest coming over soon which means I’ll have to change out of my super comfy sweatpants…. *le sigh*

But despite all the ickyness that’s been going on for the past 2 month 18 days and 37.9 minutes (but whose counting) I have some great news.

Aaaand suddenly it’s 2016….

Ok everybody freeze!!

I need a moment to catch my bearings. What in the name of all that is good just happened?

Crisis evaluation time.

One minute I’m curled up under the Christmas tree sipping hot cocoa, munching cookies and chillin’ big time. The next I’m hunched over my desk chugging coffee after coffee, stuffing Latin vocab into my brain while scribbling some text for German class.

The last box on my To Do List

People. People. People.

The moment is here.

I am finally down to the last square on my seemingly endless “things I should have finished yesterday” list.

My To Do list almost, almost done!!(The last thing standing between me and happiness.)

 

Now, I just have to finally tick off that liiiiittle box right there at the bottom and then, ohohoho then it’s Christmas time ladies and gentlemen!

November Blogging Blues

I’m scared this blog is going to die.

But I don’t want it to.

I need this blog so much.

I love blogging regularly and staying up till all hours to finish a post.

I love taking pictures.

I love interacting with you.

But I just can’t write anymore.

I can’t.

This love has taken it’s toll, she said goodbye too many times before

(Disclaimer: This post has nothing to do with the heading I’m just listening to the song at the moment and I love it :happy: )

Do you know that feeling when everything is just too much!!!!! School, friends, blogging, life, just everything!!! I feel like I’m in some dream watching passively day in day out, sometimes trying to grasp hold of something only to let it slip away moments later…

Graduation is app.

Plowing through my sluggish mind

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I dedicate this post to complete randomness, as all I want to do is write,but my mind is to tired to think of something creative…..       

(yup, that’s me)

This post was inspired by a blogger I’ve been following and I thought: “Ay, that sounds like a hoot and a half! Might as well give it a try!!”

(Ok so I may not have thought those exact words….

Oh just one of those days….

Oh I’m so glad today is finally over!!! Today was such a painful day!!!


It wasn’t because I’d had too little sleep and was tired the whole day or that the lessons sucked (well that too, although not so much), but it seemed as though I were in a constant state of awkwardness and befuddlement…..