A Thank You, A Sorry, and A Glimpse Inside My Life

Every single one of you deserves a cookie and a big hug.

Honestly. You are amazing.

Never in my life would I have expected the kind of reaction I got from my last post.

Every time I read one of your amazing comments I had this overwhelming sense of love and happiness and belonging (you know were your heart swells up like a balloon and threatens to spill all over your intestines) and for that I have to thank you again because I hadn’t felt like that in a long time….

4905 sleep sheep later….

I can’t sleep.

So my life pretty much sucks right now…

It’s 12.32 PM (no wait that’s AM now right? Jeesh you american’s need to update your clock system!) which I know is not terribly late but considering I have to get up at 6.00 AM again I better start counting sheep….and pronto!

Those moments when the only smart thing you can say is Blub

Uuugh just finished with my private lessons in… Can you guess it?…

Bingo!

….Math  …Hmmm, maybe Latin? Oooor how bout German..? ….Oh just shut up you stupid inner voice!!!! Like jeeez, ever heard of positive reinforcement?)

So my point is that I don’t feel like thinking, especially not about school because all I ever do is think about school and panic about upcoming exams (my next one being math in case you hadn’t figured that out already wink ) and homework, and how much time I waste sitting in useless lessons with teachers who would rather be somewhere else, not to mention the students, I also just realized I’m doing exactly what I said I didn’t want to do, namely talk about school, and I noticed this sentences has gotten kinda long, but it’s kinda amusing writing long never ending sentences and I don’t want to stop because I never thought writing run-on sentences would be so much fun, but I guess you must be annoyed right about now so I’ll stop. 

Here comes the sun ☀️

(dudududuhh… Here comes the sun and I’ll say

It’s alright! Dadadadaaaa ☀️ )

Yaaaay!!! Don’t you just love my singing? Oh stop you’re making my blush….!

Anyways THE SUN IS HERE!!!! Like daaaaamn girl it’s been AGES since I’ve looked at your blazing face.

So I decided to participate in another “Thinking Out Loud” post thingy smile I know I’ve done a few before but this one is going to be a proper one with bullet points and numbers and pictures and randomness (similar to this one here  wink )

Ok.

The Awkward “Post After”…

Hello wonderful people!!
I am back!! :biggrin:  
Sorry for ditching my Thursday posting day. And this time I even have a proper reason :sideways:  
No, but seriously though, my last post was kind of a big deal for me and every post I’ve written since then seemed kind of weak and pathetic in comparison (how sad is it that a just spent 5 minutes trying to remember the correct spelling of that godforsaken word…?).

Well at least I have my smileys….

I can’t wait!!!

Sometimes I can’t wait for the future to come.

I can’t wait till I finally graduate.

I can’t wait till I can finally start studying.

I can’t wait till I can finally start my own life.

I can’t wait till I can finally take my own responsibility and make my own mistakes.