I was going to write a post on how happy I was but then I realized how much I’ve been fooling myself.
I’m not happy.
I’m tired yet a can’t sleep.
My eyes feel like bruises in my face.
My legs ache though I couldn’t tell you why.
The thought of school causes thumping in my brain.♥
I’m scared this blog is going to die.
But I don’t want it to.
I need this blog so much.
I love blogging regularly and staying up till all hours to finish a post.
I love taking pictures.
I love interacting with you.
But I just can’t write anymore.
When life knocks you down, stay down and take a freaking nap. Trust me no one will notice.
At least I won’t. ‘Cause I’ll be zonked out next to you.
That’s pretty much all I’ve been doing since we last spoke.
Sleeping and studying that is but who cares about the latter one.♥
Hello wonderful people!!
I am back!! :biggrin:
Sorry for ditching my Thursday posting day. And this time I even have a proper reason :sideways:
No, but seriously though, my last post was kind of a big deal for me and every post I’ve written since then seemed kind of weak and pathetic in comparison (how sad is it that a just spent 5 minutes trying to remember the correct spelling of that godforsaken word…?).♥
I am different.
I am weird.
I am the only girl in my grade with short hair. Probably the whole school…
I’m the only blonde person in our class.
I have made it my mission not to let people walk all over me. Teachers and students alike.
And I am okay with being the “odd one out”, really, but for some reason the other people in my class can’t accept that I am different.♥
The sun is streaming through the window as I once again sit on the floor, apparently my favorite spot at the moment. A little square of sunshine illuminates the place where I sit, creating a warm glow just for me. The house is completely quiet. No one else is awake, but me.♥