I was going to write a post on how happy I was but then I realized how much I’ve been fooling myself.
I’m not happy.
I’m tired yet a can’t sleep.
My eyes feel like bruises in my face.
My legs ache though I couldn’t tell you why.
The thought of school causes thumping in my brain.♥
Warning: This is a theory in testing.
Tomorrow is Monday and the first day of school and I find myself freaking out and panicking and generally being in a not good mood.
I actually woke up drenched in sweat last night thanks to a horrid school nightmare. I’m sad I know…
Which is stupid because my attitude is ruining a perfectly good day.♥
I think I’ve died and gone to hell.
Actually I had something entirely different planned for today. I had this fancy post all up and ready with just a few finishing touches left, but I can’t. I can’t, I can’t, I can’t. I have to study math. Again. Because we have to redo the exam.♥
It finally happened!! It finally truly happened!!!
My dad, the complete, utter, most wonderful idiot I love, bought me my OWN MOTHER FUDGING SELF FREAKING HOSTED SITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(I’m going to pause for a moment to let that sink in…..)
I know.. I know… freaking MIND BLOWING I actually had to bite my knuckle from screaming like a bangee (I believe that is a monkey…?), trying to keep my happiness on a more socially excepted level mind you wink
But I’m also sorta scared.♥