How to deal with a burnout (I think)

I was going to write a post on how happy I was but then I realized how much I’ve been fooling myself.

I’m not happy.

I’m tired yet a can’t sleep.

My eyes feel like bruises in my face.

My legs ache though I couldn’t tell you why.

The thought of school causes thumping in my brain.

How to not freak out on your last day of summer vacation. (+ An embarrassing amount of cupcake pictures)

Warning: This is a theory in testing.

Tomorrow is Monday and the first day of school and I find myself freaking out and panicking and generally being in a not good mood.

I actually woke up drenched in sweat last night thanks to a horrid school nightmare. I’m sad I know…

Which is stupid because my attitude is ruining a perfectly good day.

Vat is this?? Vat do I do!? Somebody help….? o.o

OH GAAWD!!!!

It finally happened!! It finally truly happened!!!

My dad, the complete, utter, most wonderful idiot I love, bought me my OWN MOTHER FUDGING SELF FREAKING HOSTED SITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(I’m going to pause for a moment to let that sink in…..)

I know.. I know… freaking MIND BLOWING I actually had to bite my knuckle from screaming like a bangee (I believe that is a monkey…?), trying to keep my happiness on a more socially excepted level mind you wink  

But I’m also sorta scared.