Glad to know you meant more to me than I did to you.

When a friend suddenly leaves how do you feel? How should you feel?

Cause honestly I don’t know. I guess you could say I feel surprised, confused, angry, betrayed and sad…. or something along those lines.
I keep pretending that it doesn’t matter that much, that I’m not really effected but then I scroll through the pictures on my phone and find a photo of us together, I feel a unexpected stab of hurt.