When a friend suddenly leaves how do you feel? How should you feel?
Cause honestly I don’t know. I guess you could say I feel surprised, confused, angry, betrayed and sad…. or something along those lines.
I keep pretending that it doesn’t matter that much, that I’m not really effected but then I scroll through the pictures on my phone and find a photo of us together, I feel a unexpected stab of hurt.♥
Warning: This is a theory in testing.
Tomorrow is Monday and the first day of school and I find myself freaking out and panicking and generally being in a not good mood.
I actually woke up drenched in sweat last night thanks to a horrid school nightmare. I’m sad I know…
Which is stupid because my attitude is ruining a perfectly good day.♥
Dear Readers I’ve recently done a few changes on my old blog and in hopes of avoiding any kind of confusion (cause I’m not sure if the following posts was even posted on the old blog and this is all becoming rather puzzling) I decided to reblog the post in case, you know, technology is against me (which in most cases it is)
So….here you go… if is doesn’t apply to you just move along and forget you ever read this horrible, bewildering, unstructured post. ♥
Being 18 is sooo not what I expected.
I mean, hello I’m, a grown up. An official adult. Y’all need to be showing some respect.
So far people think I’m joking when I tell them my age….
Funny story pops to mind: The tennis trainer my bro and I had for 7 years actually asked if we were twins or if my brother was older.♥
A few years ago I was in a bad place.
So was she.
Yet she was my anchor, my rock.
She was the only one who truly understood me and vice versa.
We would spend every waking moment together. Sometimes even sleeping moments.
We would have sleepovers, but sleeping was hardly ever done.♥
Guys. The things I get done when I’m not studying for anything iikey are AMAZING!!!
Like, check out what I did today:
+ I “cleaned my room” (aka found an old photo album and spent 3 hours reminiscing about the ol’ days)
Interesting facts from my earlier days:
I was the only girl in my kindergarten class.♥
When life knocks you down, stay down and take a freaking nap. Trust me no one will notice.
At least I won’t. ‘Cause I’ll be zonked out next to you.
That’s pretty much all I’ve been doing since we last spoke.
Sleeping and studying that is but who cares about the latter one.♥
And I’m feelin’ goooooooood!!!
(Gosh I love this song!!!)
I DID IT!!!!!
Sweet Cookie from above I am done!!
(All hail the chocolate chip cookies that got my through my study sessions)
The year of endless exams is oveeeerrrr!!!!
What a great time to be alive!!!!!
Gosh I’ve missed you guys so much!!!!!!♥
Today is the birthday of a friend of mine.
And guess where we’re celebrating this evening?
A fancy bar at that. The kind where you don’t know whether to wear jeans or a ball gown (my guess is somewhere in between).
Sounds like fun right? Right?
Now don’t get me wrong I love hanging out with my friends.♥