November Blogging Blues

I’m scared this blog is going to die.

But I don’t want it to.

I need this blog so much.

I love blogging regularly and staying up till all hours to finish a post.

I love taking pictures.

I love interacting with you.

But I just can’t write anymore.

I can’t.

I don’t know my niche, I don’t write productive posts, actually I have no idea what I’m doing. Does that mean I’m a bad blogger?


So I just spent the last 2 hours jumping from one link to the next (don’t judge me, you know how easily that happens tongue ) looking for something, anything that’ll make me feel less like a total blog failure.

What I found very really good tips, but made me feel even worse because I was forced to realize what a noobie I am.

4905 sleep sheep later….

I can’t sleep.

So my life pretty much sucks right now…

It’s 12.32 PM (no wait that’s AM now right? Jeesh you american’s need to update your clock system!) which I know is not terribly late but considering I have to get up at 6.00 AM again I better start counting sheep….and pronto!

Vat is this?? Vat do I do!? Somebody help….? o.o


It finally happened!! It finally truly happened!!!

My dad, the complete, utter, most wonderful idiot I love, bought me my OWN MOTHER FUDGING SELF FREAKING HOSTED SITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(I’m going to pause for a moment to let that sink in…..)

I know.. I know… freaking MIND BLOWING I actually had to bite my knuckle from screaming like a bangee (I believe that is a monkey…?), trying to keep my happiness on a more socially excepted level mind you wink  

But I’m also sorta scared.

Nothing much to see here just me being all smushy and grateful

First off, I’d like to thank all you wonderful people for the sweet words you left me on my last few posts!!!

I’m really sorry for not replying, it’s just whenever I start thinking about a nice way to respond my brain goes all mushy and blank…. So I figured it was better not to answer and seem all mysterious and busy with my awesome and buzzing life (haha, can’t even say it with a straight face)  instead of puking jumbled up words back at you… (Ain’t that just like the most beautiful metaphor you have ever heard..?)

My point (and yes I do have one): Thank you very much for your kind and encouraging comments and I swear I’m reading them and I appreciate them so, SO much!!!!