1. As soon as I find the time
Words, phrases, sentences and ideas swirl around in your head and you want to sit down and sort them out so much; so very, very much. However, the two essays due this Thursday won’t write themselves. Also, don’t forget about those chemical equations you have to get done by midnight (online homework really can be a pain) and– oh shoot!♥
In my experience (although frankly that’s not saying much) there are 2 different types of taxi drivers: the ones that don’t say a thing and the ones that won’t stop talking. My experience features the latter.
A couple of days ago I managed to get so lost that I, for the love within me, couldn’t figure out how to get back home.♥
The reason I don’t like meeting new people and making new friends is that first and foremost these encounters tend to drain me like PokémonGo drains my cellphone. I also get the distinct feeling that other people tend to find me either boring or weird; depending on which mood I’m in.♥
Hello, good people! What have you been you to today?
As you may know today is Tuesday and Tuesdays equal checklists and bullet points and numbers and letters and ratings and top 5s and- well, in short, listing things! Since it’s been a slow week over here in my corner of the world I decided to do this fun little question answer survey thingy. ♥
Just to clarify #1: No, I don’t mean my relationship statues although that would be accurate as well.
Jtc #2: My brother is still very much alive, he’s just staying with a friend to celebrate their first week of summer holiday.
Even though I don’t want to be a single (or is it only?) child forever (who’d play Mario Cart with me!?) I have noticed the occasional perk:
♣ having the ice cream tub all to myself
♣ getting to watch Sex and the City and Pretty Woman whenever I want
althooooough there is a slight downside:
♣ when mom’s off to work I can crank up the music as loud as I want and sing at the top of my voice (there has been the occasional complaint from the neighbors though…..♥
Don’t worry I won’t use the oblivious: “that one time I found out my dad died” that would just be boring wink
(Please note, for this and every post yet to come: I have a twisted kind of humor, especially concerning anything related to the death of my dad. My mom thinks it’s a copying mechanism but I’m pretty sure it’s just part of my warped personalty….♥
So these last few weeks have been kind of very much not fun (understatement of the year) and even though every day makes me feel like a slug going up hill, I plow on restlessly, because I have to. There’s no other option. Therefore in the spirit of positive reinforcement I’ve made a list of all the things I have accomplished over the last few days (small and pathetic as they may be) without Dad’s help.♥
Ladies and Gentlemen,
boys and girls.
Things have got to change.
I can’t just go dissapearing on y’all for a week and a half and pretend like nothing is wrong!
It’s bad for me, my writing and my blog. I’ve noticed I turn into a sniffling, self-pitting, son of a– well let’s just say I can be very unpleasant whenever I go too long without picking up a pen and stringing together some fancy words.♥
Sorry for the 24ish hours delay. My wordpress schedule thingy had a bad day and forgot to upload my Sunday post. But it’s ok. We’re ok. All is forgiven. *rainbow emoji*
Anyways speaking of bad days remember the serious dump of a slump I was in last week? Well even though I can’t say it’s completely gone (there still are days when all I want to do is curl up in bed and
die sleep), it’s definitely getting better.♥